When I was a junior in high school I was looking through different colleges to choose from. I had searched through some in state colleges but I wasn't truly interested in them. I had my heart set on going to a church school.
So one night I looked at a website for a college called Southern Virginia, but I had a terrible feeling. I knew that was not where I was supposed to go. Then I looked through BYU's website. It is a good school, but the chances of me getting in were not very high. Plus, I really didn't feel good about it either. Then I decided to look through the BYU-Idaho website, and I had a overwhelming feeling of joy. I felt so happy, I knew that was where I was going to go.
Several months later I became a senior and I had to start applying to different colleges. I only applied for BYU and BYU-Idaho. Most people would probably think that I was mostly aiming to go to BYU since that would seem to be the better option right?
I finished my application within a few days before the deadline. I don't think BYU was very impressed. so I was denied (yeah it actually said DENIED). I thought that was kind of harsh, but within a few minutes of being denied I laughed. And to be honest I was relieved. I already knew where I needed to go. I didn't know what I would do if I got into both schools. I felt like if I got into BYU I would have to pick there, but I really didn't want to.
6 weeks later I was accepted into BYU-Idaho. But, I pretty much knew that I was going to get in.
I can't give an exact reason why I was meant to go here, but I truly feel like I am at the right place. I have thought about possibly transferring to BYU, but I have felt more at peace about staying in Idaho. There are certain classes, and things I have learned here I know I would not get anywhere else. I have also met many great people here. I'm always sad at the end of each semester because I miss the people from my classes, and I'm sad to leave my friends. Plus, a very important reason why I am here is because of the spirit. I have felt it very strong here, and it has helped me realize that I am at the right place.
Now I am beginning a new semester and I really hope that it will be a good one.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Thursday, December 17, 2009
And I almost thought I would never improve
The very top drawing was one I did at the beginning of the semester... At the time I thought I was never going to be able to get through figure drawing. Even now I wonder how I got through it. And obviously the bottom shows that I improved a lot. At first I was not excited to take the class, but now I'm glad I did.
Monday, December 7, 2009
San Francisco Beach
Baby it's Cold Outside
I think I was lucky last semester. It didn't get this cold (10 degrees) until right at the end when I left for Christmas break. Also last year it was sunny almost all the time. This year it has been very cloudy, and it is a lot colder. Maybe I should have applied for the summer/fall track... oh well.
Yeah, for a photo assignment I have to take a self-portrait. It is very frustrating without a digital camera. With a digital camera I would be able to see the photo right away, whereas film I have to take my chances and hope that the photo turns out okay. It was mainly difficult though because I couldn't tell entirely where to stand in front of the camera. But I guess that is what makes this assignment exciting.
Anyways, for my self portrait I wanted to take the photo inside so I wouldn't have to stand out in the cold. But the lighting wasn't very good, so I had to take it outside. I went to the photo lab and got a tripod. I thought the tripod would be similar to the ones my mom has at home, but I was wrong. The one I had was really heavy, and I had to carry it all the way back to my apartment. Plus I had no gloves on, so the metal became extremely cold on my hands.
When I took the photos later I had to stand out in the cold. ugh! The things I do for photography. The sad thing is I use film, so I don't even know if the photos will turn out or not. Thankfully, I've gotten lucky or maybe I just have a better idea of what I'm doing now than before.
Yeah, for a photo assignment I have to take a self-portrait. It is very frustrating without a digital camera. With a digital camera I would be able to see the photo right away, whereas film I have to take my chances and hope that the photo turns out okay. It was mainly difficult though because I couldn't tell entirely where to stand in front of the camera. But I guess that is what makes this assignment exciting.
Anyways, for my self portrait I wanted to take the photo inside so I wouldn't have to stand out in the cold. But the lighting wasn't very good, so I had to take it outside. I went to the photo lab and got a tripod. I thought the tripod would be similar to the ones my mom has at home, but I was wrong. The one I had was really heavy, and I had to carry it all the way back to my apartment. Plus I had no gloves on, so the metal became extremely cold on my hands.
When I took the photos later I had to stand out in the cold. ugh! The things I do for photography. The sad thing is I use film, so I don't even know if the photos will turn out or not. Thankfully, I've gotten lucky or maybe I just have a better idea of what I'm doing now than before.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Warning: bordem causes laziness and insanity
Yeah so this is probably the most uneventful semester so far since I have been at college. Last year I thought I was bored because I would go to my friends' apartment, and we would just talk. Now, I would take that any day. I usually go over to one of my friend's apartments because they are more exciting.
i guess one of the most exciting things I have done this semester was go on a blind date. we went to the zoo. It was a group thing, so the activity was neither my date's or my idea. It was fun though, but about a month and a half later i saw the guy, my date, again and he forgot who i was. Yeah, That's lame.
let's see, what else have I done... well I can't think of anything now.
Yeah so I don't like being bored. I thought I would end up doing a lot of school work because I am taking figure drawing and photography. But when the work is done I find myself having nothing to do. So i do what my roommates do: sit around and watch movies
Anyway hopefully next semester will be more eventful. I'm planning to take snowboarding again. I almost decided not to, but i figured it would give me something to do and plan every Friday.
i guess one of the most exciting things I have done this semester was go on a blind date. we went to the zoo. It was a group thing, so the activity was neither my date's or my idea. It was fun though, but about a month and a half later i saw the guy, my date, again and he forgot who i was. Yeah, That's lame.
let's see, what else have I done... well I can't think of anything now.
Yeah so I don't like being bored. I thought I would end up doing a lot of school work because I am taking figure drawing and photography. But when the work is done I find myself having nothing to do. So i do what my roommates do: sit around and watch movies
Anyway hopefully next semester will be more eventful. I'm planning to take snowboarding again. I almost decided not to, but i figured it would give me something to do and plan every Friday.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
BaCk iN scHoOl
I have been in Idaho for a month now starting off my sophomore year. So far it has been good. My new roommates are awesome; we all get along really well. I also enjoy most of my classes so far. I must say that I have had some difficulty in my figure drawing. I think human figures is one of the most difficult things to draw. I'm decent at drawing heads, but when I try to put the rest of the body together... yuck. Oh well I'm really trying, and luckily some of the other students have been helping me. They give me a lot of good advice, and they have helped me improve.
I am also taking photography this semester. In this class I'm learning to take black and white photos with film. Taking the photos is fun, but actually making the film is a bit tedious. We will also be going over some digital photography, which I'm more excited about.
In the future I plan to have a cookie theme for my blog. I plan to change my layout whenever I get a hold of a photoshop and illustrator program. Then I can use my design skills, and maybe my new photography skills, and make a new page. I think that the layout from The cutest blog on the block is great, but I want to be able to make a web page on my own.
I am also taking photography this semester. In this class I'm learning to take black and white photos with film. Taking the photos is fun, but actually making the film is a bit tedious. We will also be going over some digital photography, which I'm more excited about.
In the future I plan to have a cookie theme for my blog. I plan to change my layout whenever I get a hold of a photoshop and illustrator program. Then I can use my design skills, and maybe my new photography skills, and make a new page. I think that the layout from The cutest blog on the block is great, but I want to be able to make a web page on my own.
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